Swensens Avenue

2009-05-25T15:37:00.000-07:00

StJohnIsland. MagicWok.FlourBath.StrawberyyChocCake.

Thank you CPW guys for the Great Birthday Bash.

Thank you Kaytee for the birthday wish.

Thank you Nadine for the birthday wish.

Thank you Ayn for the birthday wish.

Thank you Yani(Fav.Student) for the birthday wish.

Thank you Amalina for the birthday wish.

Thank you Ayu for the birthday wish.

Thank you Nasyra for the birthday wish.

Thank you Fashihah for the birthday wish.

Thank you Weiyi for the birthday wish.

Thank you Liwei for the birthday wish.

Thank you Wani for the birthday wish.

Thank you Arief for the birthday wish.

Thank you Nadira for the birthday wish.

Thank you Maz & Jehan for the earlymorning birthday wish on the fone.

Thank you Abah and Ummi for the birthday wish.

Thank you Syikin for the birthday wish.

Thank you M.Hafiz & A.Hafiz for the birthday wish.

Thank you Haslin for the mini birthdaycake at night.

Thank you Eza for the birthday call.

to wrap this all up.

Thank you Everybody.

Its an Awesome 22nd Birthday!!
=)

2009-05-08T19:46:00.000-07:00

Antidote to ~~Negative~~ Thoughts

"How do I stop my negative thoughts?" - is a question that I have been asked many times. If you have ever asked this question then you will feel such enormous relief in knowing the answer, because it is so simple. How do you stop negative thoughts? You plant good thoughts!

When you try to stop negative thoughts, you are focusing on what you don't want - negative thoughts - and you will attract an abundance of them. They can never disappear if you are focused on them. The "stop" part is irrelevant - the negative thoughts are your focus. It doesn't matter if you are trying to stop negative thoughts or control them or push them away, the result is the same. Your focus is on negative thoughts, and by the law of attraction you are inviting more of them to you.

The truth is always simple and it is always easy. To stop negative thoughts, just plant goodDeliberately plant good thoughts! You plant good thoughts by making it a daily practice to appreciate all the things in your day. Appreciate your health, your car, your home, your family, your job, your friends, your surroundings, your meals, your pets, and the magnificent beauty of the day. Compliment, praise, and give thanks to all things. Every time you say "Thank you" it is a good thought! As you plant more and more good thoughts, the negative thoughts will be wiped out. Why? Because your focus is on good thoughts, and what you focus on you attract. thoughts!

So don't give any attention to negative thoughts. Don't worry about them. If any come, make light of them, shrug them off, and let them be your reminder to deliberately think more good thoughts now.

The more good thoughts you can plant in a day, the faster your life will be utterly transformed into all good. If you spend only one day speaking of good things and saying "Thank you" at every single opportunity, you will not believe your tomorrow. Deliberately thinking good thoughts is exactly like planting seeds. As you think good thoughts you are planting good seeds inside you, and the Universe will transform those seeds into a garden of paradise. How will the garden of paradise appear? As your life!

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The famous CRAZY-over-HOT Graph of a Lady.

Futher explanation of this Legendary graph will be done within 3 days from now.

2009-04-13T09:06:00.000-07:00

Lily's 50 Reasons To Have SeX!!!

2009-04-10T06:26:00.000-07:00

I was so ~~high~~ mad i did not recognize, the fire burning in her eyes and the chaos tat control my mind.She whispered goodbye she got on the plane and never to return again but she's always in my heart. This love has taken its toll on me when she said goodbye too many times before. Now her heart is breaking in front of me right and I have no choice because I don't want to say goodbye anymore.I tried my best to fed her appetite by keeping her coming every night, so hard to keep her satisfied!! She kept playing love like its just a game, pretending to feel the same, then turn around and leave again...

(Next : 50 reasons to have Sex)

2009-04-06T23:07:00.000-07:00

Have you for once in your life saw a ghost??

Are you looking for some thrill??

Do you want to experience thee Supernatural??

And this would be the group to join.

For the very first time the BloodHunters will be holding an expedition for those who are interested in experiencing the supernatural with them.

They are Experienced. Well-geared. Well-prepared & a Great bunch of people.

I remembered my first expedition with them and for the first time I saw IT.

(true story!!)

Any brave souls who wanna experience the supernatural,

jangan malu, jangan segan
contact them.
(:

2009-03-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

To whom-it-may-concern,

Your fairytale ending. (:

Yours
Asyraf Ba'arfan

2009-03-16T08:32:00.000-07:00

Do you ever get worried where you will go after you die??

Are you afraid of the life you are living in will get you in a "HELLelujah"!?

Feeling lost and clueless on how to booked a place in "JANNAH"?

Kalamulla.com presents You...
(You. Yea!! Yes YOU the one reading this)

THE ROADMAP TO PARADISE

|☆☆☆Map To Paradise☆☆☆|

(limited edition)

a step by step route to paradise.easy to follow.easy to understand. 100% accurate (if you are in a right vehicle and reading the right manual) & most importantly have Faith on the road when YOU the Map.

Goodluck on the Road-Trip!!! (:

2009-03-09T23:24:00.000-07:00

Reading Now

A sensational piece for success in life. (:

2009-03-09T07:32:00.000-07:00

Happiness

2009-03-04T22:22:00.001-08:00

My Bloody Valentine 3D

the famous dJMosh && Hayley

"Ahhh!! Cepat cepat laa lari b*** cepat2!! keluar!! eh dier gy luar dier gy luar. cepat2 masuk!! s*** laa cepat2 masuk" ~lol~

Hahaha. That was my bloody valentine movie with the good people.

the 3D effects makes us a little *jakun*.

~LOL~

"If you have a plan, stick to your plan"

well thats all my plans up there!

Hahaha.

Alhamdulillah its finally over!!!

2009-02-28T00:03:00.000-08:00

"Ýou are the master of your destiny. your life, your Freedom, your choices, are all in your hand. Ýou become the Master when you believe in yourself. Belief in self gives you POWER over fate, and only you can bestow that belief. If you dont believe in yourself, no one else will..."

I guess i wanted to graduate soo bad till i neglect myself to Him.

2009-02-23T16:24:00.000-08:00

A Cool Oscar Introduction by Jackman.
which includes personal favourate Anna Hathway.

2009-02-22T21:38:00.000-08:00

PoP Art

2009-02-16T23:30:00.000-08:00

A single tiny miney drop of dew is enough to change everything in its surroundings.

A single tiny miney step is also enough to change the course of your life.

=)

Cat named lawls : "that includes me!?!!"

2009-01-31T23:24:00.000-08:00

I HEARD the spring wind whisper

Above the brushwood fire,

"The world is made forever

Of transport and desire.

"I am the breath of being,

The primal urge of things;

I am the whirl of star dust,

I am the lift of wings.

"I am the splendid impulse

That comes before the thought,

The joy and exaltation

Wherein the life is caught.

"Across the sleeping furrows I call the buried seed,

And blade and bud and blossom

Awaken at my need.

"Within the dying ashes I blow the sacred spark,

And make the hearts of lovers To leap against the dark."

I found a Sarchopagus at the middle of Pasir Ris beach.lol

Where the breeze is best

Where the sun is most powerful

You smell that salty, ocean scentY

ou already know your there

Mother Nature’s birthplace

At the beach

There so much to do

Starting from building sand castles

To finding shells so odd looking

To riding tsunami on your surfboard

To tanning yourself like bread in the toaster

To fishing with your grandpa

To snorkeling with fish

To going on cruises

To riding a dolphin

Just so much to do

The list is as big as space

As long as infinity

At the beach

As you walk on the shore

You see the sky red as the sun sits on the water

You feel the sand filling the gaps between your toes

You hear the soothing sounds of the waves

At the beach

Some claim to see the most wondrous things

Like beautiful mermaids sitting on rocks

Or the mysterious Loch Ness Monster

And even the lost city of AtlantisAt the beach
There nothing better than the beach

Where beauty was given its name

Where Happiness cannot be expressed

At the beach

Only two miracles are worth seeing:

The miracle of loving

And

The miracle of forgiving.

The whole world is looking for miracles.

Every day it is dying to see miracles.

But can there be any miracle

More challenging, more illumining

And more fulfilling

Than to see and feel the infinite

Beauty Of my Beloved Almighty

Inside this tinier than the tiniest Gratitude-heart of mine?

Miracles were perhaps necessary

At the very start

Of your aspiration-life.

But once you have successfully

Started your inner journey,

Not only are miracles unnecessary,

But they may hinder your speedy progress

Far beyond your imagination.

Miracles are everywhere to be found

When I surrender my infinite desires

To my immortal aspirations. =)

/end

[Pictures : My personal photograpghy shots. (from dslr) ]

[Words : My poem collections ]

2009-01-13T01:58:00.001-08:00

Give me one good reason why I shouldnt love this video.

!?!

CMPB : Pes A.
=)

2009-01-10T08:12:00.000-08:00

This picture really makes a good 25marks Section C Question for Social Studies in my time.

LOL.

Its time!! *Click below*
XxBoycottIsraelXxa>

2009-01-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

I came across this from a book i read.

Knowledge is better than Wealth because of the following seven reasons:

Knowledge is inheritance of Prophets while wealth is inheritance of Firauns (Pharaohs).

Knowledge does not diminish (rather increases) with spending, while wealth diminishes with spending.

Wealth requires to be protected, while knowledge protects its owner.

Knowledge will enter the Kafan (Shroud) while wealth will be prevented from doing so.

Wealth reaches both believers and unbelievers (Kafir), while knowledge is reserved only for those who are worthy of it.

Knowledge will facilitate passing over the Seraat (Bridge over Hell) while wealth will pore hurdles.

People are always in need of scholars while they might not be in need of those possessing wealth.

2009-01-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

Finally!!!

Its officially mine.

Its good!!

Its gooooooooooooodddaa!!!

2009-01-05T21:37:00.000-08:00

An explaination why Allah swt asked all his Creations to respect and bow to Adam when he was created & Iblis is the enemy of man.

For the sons and daugthers of Adam will walked this earth without seeing with their own eyes who I[Allah] am.

They will know and belief in me only from words and texts from the holy books which would be brought down from me to their prophets.

And yet they belief in me. Pray and zikir to me. They had strong faith in me and my religion.

Azazel[Iblis] who showed hatred to the Creation of Adam, were stripped off his angel wings and fall down to earth till the end of time.

Iblis and his minions of syaitan seek for revenge and aim to put in as many human souls as possible to hell with them.

They are the enemy of man.

But Allah swt grand the sons and daughter of Adam a door called "A Door of Repentence".

A door open to those who seek forgiveness to their sins.

For dont wait too long to seek forgiveness, for this door will close when Allah swt permits.

2009-01-02T22:26:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2009.

Finally im out "somewhere" going for Countdown. Its been quite a while since I went out and enjoy a new year. Usually love the comfort of seating at home, with lots of junk foods and sodas, seating at my favourate sofa,infront of the plasma tv and laugh at those assholes who went out and get themself stuck in crowds and heavy traffic. No offence! BUT, having best friends around you at the very early seconds of a New Year. THAT is AMAZING feeling!!

Went out with my favourate bunch of CPWs for Countdown. After a few trips to find a spot, we get ourself a quite good yet noisy and crowded place. Not just crowded with people, but cars and lorries!! We got stuck at ECP, near the Singapore River and Esplanade.LOL. It was a mess that day but nothing can spoil the "new year" mood. Ppl started to play horns, jumping arnd at the side of the road, enjoying the nice scenary of fireworks.

I got all my wishes for this coming year at one of this balls.

Have you!?

Be good people.

Cause its going to be a great year...

if you have patience in this rough times.

maásalamma

2008-12-29T00:25:00.000-08:00

A Song Dedication To My Favourate Girl

*clickplay*

2008-12-28T23:24:00.000-08:00

It feels like its only yesterday that I am 5 years old.

Thats me and my lil sister alright, wearing our traditional clothings.
I remember this day very well. I was outside playing soccer with my childhood friends near the lift lobby when my uncle came out from nowhere and carry me to my nenek's house.

For once i thought i was being kidnapped or something...

We were forced by our "makciks" to do this photoshoot.

p/s: zoom at my leg, its super black and dirty.

My smile is super-fake!!

I look like those typical little boys in Afganistan carrying Kabine sub-machine gun.

LOL

Today after azan Magrib mark a very important day for all Muslims.

Its the 1st of Muharram, Islam New Year.

Alhamdulillah.

And for the first time for so many years, Islam New Year came before the

Gregorian New Year

[1st January 2009].

Muharram is the most scared month in the caleneder of Islam.

It is derived from an arabic word "harram" means "forbiden" in english.

Before the introduction of the month of Ramadhan[fasting month] in Al-Quran, early muslims fast usually at every tenth day of Muharram.

A sunnah from our Rasullullah.

That will be on the 6thJan.

be righ back people....

2008-12-28T01:10:00.000-08:00

I miss this electonical system of mine here.

Her name is Acer Travelmate something something somthing...

6 months without her is one total hell for me this year.

Assignments not done on time, not being able to enjoy all the good stuff inside[ahem2], especially those cool programs of mine like VirtualDJs, Photoshops, FM,AccousticGuitar Maker!!! :(

I should have sent this baby to the DOC for repair on her last day of warranty that day. But instead i went out with another girl[human].

Im so sorry my love....!!!

Lol.

Well on the bright-side, I got this Acer Aspire desktop which Im using it right now!!

Hahahaha.

Happiness will always somehow changed the course of tide to those who seek them and have patience.

[this phrase just came up from nowhere a second ago...]

6 months in no chicken feet uh!!! :p

xtoday will be a multi-posting dayx

2008-12-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

Bookworming

my personal best. :)

to be with a women, you need to understand them.

(PS/ kidding!! its just for reading. :X)

2008-12-27T02:43:00.000-08:00

5 more days to 2009. :)

I've re-activate my Facebook. :P

I need to find a perfect picture for the twins birthday card. :D

i need to find her. :x

maásalamma ppl.

2008-12-25T08:11:00.000-08:00

I don't want a lot for Christmas,
There's just three thing I need.
I don't care about presents,
Underneath the Christmas tree.
I just want you all for my own,
More than you all could ever know,
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas Is...

THIS

THIS

And Finally THIS

LOL
Dreams are there for you to grab and achieve it.
Dream the impossible, and take actions to make it possible.

I wanna wish to all my fellow Christian friends a
Merry Xmas!!!
:)

2008-12-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

A Girl Behind The Red Rose.

2008-12-13T23:48:00.000-08:00

Decode (Twilight Soundtrack Version) - Hayley Williams

2008-12-07T17:08:00.000-08:00

Masjidil Haram taken from Google-Earth.
[it is the "brightest" area on the surface of this earth.]

10th day of Zulhijjah marks the day Hari Raya Korban or Hari Raya Haji for 1.84 billion muslims around the globe. Celebrated about two months after Hari Raya Aidilfitri, , it marks the end of the haj pilgrimage period.

Over 3 millions of Muslims make the journey to Mecca in Saudi Arabia this year to perform the haj, one of the five basic tenets of Islam. Alhamdullilah. Performing haj this days at mecca has been strict but insyallah I would like that experience to perform haj myself in the coming future with my love ones. :)

Anyway, I missed Middle-East and those rides at the back of camels and the not to forget the
"feeling of completeness".

Insyallah one day if panjang umur. :)

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha fellow muslims

2008-12-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

My personal best.
Audi R8
With a V8 Mid Engine with 84.5mm bore, 92.8mm stroke and a direct injection fuel system and not to forget with asyraf's favourate car structure and colour[RED],
this baby is my personal best.
I want an AUDI santa!!!!
for Christmas.
Mybe not now. but in 4 to 5 years to come.
but first I need that "Diamond" tittle.
:P

bismillah

=)

2008-12-05T17:22:00.000-08:00

well its 7am in the morning right now.
finally i managed not to fell back to sleep after solat subur.
thanks to ummi and the syarahan talks at rtmSatu. :)

Saturday!! Saturday! Saturrrddaayyy....

THis weekend will be one boring weekend for me.
and also to my fellow SMC people.
StudyTime people!!
Get those Laplace and Engineering Mathematics stuck to your head.
cause you guys really need it.
Especially me. I really need it!!
Im sick'd of Mechatronics. Sick'd of poly-life.
[but that doesnt mean i didnt appreciate what NP had one to me for 3 years nw].

I need a vacation after all this is over.
I need to visit DFS to buy catons and catons of {you-know-what}
&& smoke to my heart delights.
Cant wait to get my hands on that Cuban Cigar again.
I felt like a one BIG SHOT General when I illegally smoked that last time:P
and spray as many perfumes as possible at Newans-Watson before boarding the plane.
LOL

Kuala Lumpur will be next for the business conference in late Febuary.
{hope dont clash with exams}
Bangkok with the fun people this coming March.
And a family Holiday to {haven decide yet} late May. (Just nice for my B'day!! xD)

2009 will be B-E-A-UTIFUL Year!!!!
Insyallah, if everything goes as planned. :)

I will be busy with work [check], side-job[check] and CDC [not check].

maásalamma people!!
Have a nice weekend. :)

2008-12-02T08:35:00.000-08:00

"When a dead person is placed in his grave, four kinds of fire will cover him, but then the prayer will come and put one of them out, and the fast will come and put another one of them out, and then charity will come and put another one out, and knowledge will come and put the forth one out, and it[knowledge] will say: If I had come sooner, I would a have put all of them out, and given you delight for I am with you now, and you'll not see anything else distressing."

(By Khalifah Sayyidina Ali Bin Abi Talib)

2008-11-30T08:36:00.000-08:00

I just learned today that the "language" spoken in the Heaven is Arabic.

Go learn a little arabic guys, you really need it if you want to flirt with the "bidadari" in the heavens.

you dont want to be in the "different language-problem" situation.

hahaha

but of course, your wife will be the "queen of all" bidadari.

but still...

maásalamma.

2008-11-20T00:04:00.000-08:00

Personality Type

Not all of us are out of touch with our emotions, but when it comes to talking, all of us are affected by our personality. There is two common basic personality types.

The first one is called the "dead Sea". In the little nation of Israel, the Sea of Galilee flows south by the Jordan River into the Dead Sea. The Dead Sea goes nowhere. It receive but it does not give. This personality type receive many experience ,emotions and thoughts throughout the day. They have a large reservoir where they can store alot that information, and they are perfectly happy not to talk.

If you are saying to a Dead Sea personality, "Whats wrong!?"WHy arent u talking tonight!?". He would probably answer, "Nothing's wrong. No I can handle it myself". And that response is perfectly honest. No doubt about that. Its just that he is content not to talk. He could drive from Pasir Ris all the way to Boon Lay and never say a word and be perfectly happy.

On the other extreme is the "Babbling Brook". For this personality,whatever enters into the eye gate or the ear gate comes out the mouth gate and there are seldom sixty seconds between the two.LOL. Whatever they see, whatever they hear, they will tell. In fact if no one is at home to talk to, they will call someone else. "DO you know what i saw?Do you know what i heard!?". If they cant get somone to talk to on the fone, they may talk to themselves in front of a mirror because they have no reservoir. This is serius life experience. Its not meant to be joked at nor laugh at.

ANd when ""Dead Sea"meets "Babbling Brook", it is a very attractive match.

If you are a "Dead Sea"and you are dating a "Babbling Brooke", you will have a wonderful evening. You dont have to think and worry about anything, cause you know when you two spent time together, the conversation flow wont ""dry" because she will always fill it with information. She will feel up the whole evening and you will go home saying, "What a wonderful person".

On the other hand, lets get inside the life of a "Babbling BRooke". If you are a Babbling Brook and you date a DeaD Sea, you will have an equally wonderful evening with him because Dead Seas are the World's Best Listerners. You will babble for 3 hours and he will listen to you and you will go home saying to yourself, "What a wonderful person he is".

YOu attracted each other cause both of them have a different personality traits. When you put a North pole and a South pole of a Magnet, it attracts. Nature itself is the Best examples to simplify all this complications.

They were "falling in love"and got married. XD
And Mr.Dead Sea and Mrs. Babbling Brook both live Happy Ever After. =)
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But wait a second!!!
Are you sure they will live Happily!!!??!!
Happily tau!!
I repeat,
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think wisely before you answer the question.
[to be continued....]

2008-11-12T09:56:00.000-08:00

What a Kind King!
What a Great Lord!
Such Wisdom! Such Power! Such Glory!
The Maker and the Sustainer!
Such Power! Such Glory!
But the concern and love of a thousand mothers,
So widely embracing!
Who answers His petitioners,
With such Grace and Benevolence,
What a Merciful, Forgiving Ruler!
The Owner of such a huge Kingdom,
Yet so Patient,
To listen to the woes of even the most wretched,
one of the most blameworthy,
one of the most unthankful.
So Merciful and Forgiving is He!
To listen to those who sin then repent,
Of His courtiers.
What a Great Ruler!
Of a Kingdom so vast!

Do you know who is this King!?

2008-11-11T09:59:00.000-08:00

"Always learn the wisdom of compromise, Because Its better to benda-little Rather than to break any relation forever." =)

And that will be my final say to you.[!?]

2008-11-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

Dalam Satu Hadis Qudsi Allah Berfirman Yang Bermaksud:

"Ikhlas adalah satu rahsia dalam rahsia-rahsiaKu. Aku titiskan ia dalam hati hamba-hambaku yang Aku mengasihnya".
(Riwayat Abu Hasan Al Basri)

:taken from link:
*Cahaya Mukmin*
[Ikhlas Rahsia Tuhan]

2008-11-07T23:21:00.000-08:00

Al-Iskandariyah. It is commonly named as Alexandria, once a respect capital of Graeco-Roman Egypt. A city nicknamed, "The Pearl of the Mediterranean".

I would curiously wanted to visit and go backpacking,exploring its rich culture and ancient histories. Theres this mosque at Alexandria that i heard alot about. Its called Abu El-Abbas El-Mursi Mosque. It has been standing for nearly 800 years and have an extraordinary architecture.

Egypt is a country that had alot of interesting histories in the past that I loved to read about. Conquered by alot of extraordinary and legendary warriors. From the days of the Pharoahs to the days of Alexandria the Great and to the days of Sultan Salahuddin Al-Ayub from Syria.

I badly wanted to visit the statue of King Salahuddin at Damascus. And really missed the nice ride behind an "unta" [camel]. Insyallah one day. =)

2008-10-31T10:27:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is going to be one relaxing and mind blowing day at the usual sesha place.
A well deserve "holiday" after a tiring and long week in school.
Finally!!
:)

Watched "The Coffin" with the guys.
Me and yazid were busy mimicking and laughing about "Simple Jack" from the movie Tropic Thunder we watched last week while watching tat boring movie.
Not until the scary part just pop up from nowhere. It was an unexpected appearance of the ghost.
I scream for the VERY first time wacthing a horror movie. not to forget closing my face with both my hands.lol.
Damn! I know i lost the bet when tat "closing my face" happened.

Sunday having a tennis game with Camelia.

I guess that packs up my weekends.

Have a great weekend people!!!

2008-10-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

A Good webpage for Muslimah.

|☆☆☆|A Glimpse Into A Life Of A Muslimah|☆☆☆|

2008-10-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

The following are two examples of what the Holy Prophet’s male Companions said about her:

“Abu Musa said: Whenever there was any hadith that was difficult [to understand] for us, the Companions of the Messenger of Allah, and we asked Aisha we always found that she had knowledge about that hadith.”

“Musa ibn Talha said: I never saw anyone more eloquent than Aisha.” [1]

2008-10-28T05:42:00.000-07:00

The teacher does not produce knowledge or stuff ideas into an empty, passive mind. It is the learner, not the teacher, who is the active producer of knowledge and ideas.
{Mortimer J. Adler, Ph.D.}

2008-10-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

When human extinction are put to a test, its only natural for all of us to work and be together to fight it out no matter what differences we had now and in the past. In this movie i see unity from all mankind, regardless of language, race and religion to fight for survival. A comet which is believe to have the power of 10,000 nuclear missile, is heading to earth to wipe out the whole entire earth. It is written in all 4 Books Of God. A day called "Armageddon" And 8 ordinary man[the best drillers] are called up to destroy the comet before it hit earth.

A story about fighting for their right to survive on this planet, sacrificing for the ones they love the most.

Subhanallah, if Allah swt want to end the days of mankind, it will happen and it will happen one day. But that doesn't mean we don't have to try our best to fight for our survival for Allah swt love his hamba who never gave up and try his/her best in everything that he/she do. For Allah swt is the Most Powerful, the Most Merciful. (:

amin

2008-10-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

CPW Aidilfitri 08

Hari Raya 08 with the Chilli Padi Warriors is not a complete group this year. Nassier was away at Australia of his national service and Harith cancelled last minute to go to the hospital that day. But still we had fun with additional group from the *express class*.

My twin didnt manage to come too.

Its a new year and I wish all the members of the Cpw Team"the best" in everything that they do in the coming future. Cpw had been my 2nd Family from the day one i enter secondary school life. All those fun and laughter we had, from studies to soccer matches to teasing each other, I'm very "bersyukor" to HIM that I get to know every single one of them from the Cpw. They had always been the *best* and those who I can really count on in life. (:

I want to wish all the Members of the Chilli Padi Warriors
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Hope to celebrate Aidilfitri with you guys once more as one "whole group" when the next Syawal comes next year insyallah since everyone will be busy with their own schedule next year.
Some serving NS and some working.

Most of the 150 pictures are all uploaded at my personal webpage. Click on
❤Shutterfly❤
and help yourself with all the pictures uploaded. I still haven upload the pictures from Yohanis's SLR yet! Theres a lot of "personal" pictures which is not uploaded at the webby. *you know who you are*. Just nudge me on msn and i will sent them to you guys. (:

Now I can rest in peace after finish uploading them all.
Alhamdullilah.
This semester is one hell of a *big* rush.
Everything I do need to be rush, from FYP to SMC to Tuition too.
:/
Time is really flying very fast this very last semester and insyallah I will manage to do everything "on time".
Cant wait to finish school and start NS.

For now the preparation of "Open House" this coming Decemeber is next.
There's a high chance I will be performing as a rhythm guitarist with my poly friend's band and a "big maybe" with "kecik2" star-student Daphne.
If my schedule dont clash with the training and rehersal and If I cant be free during Open House since I need to be at my Aero-Hub with my project when the people from "engineering companies" came.
Guess i would just have to let "fate" decide on all this.
I will try to do almost "everything" this last semester.
Insyallah.
Amin

Ma'asalamma people.
(:

2008-10-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

The Haunted House

2008-10-13T23:20:00.000-07:00

I SURVIVE A JAPANESE GAME SHOW!!!!

the most humiliating gameshow on this planet.
ten people fighting for 25 million yen to the whole world enjoying a good laugh.
its simply worth it.
youtube-it people!!

2008-10-13T05:38:00.000-07:00

An intersting post.
"Marriage in Islam".
[Click On The Link Below]

Sajak Islam

2008-10-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

A meaningful tafsir from a kitab I read just now.
From Surah Al-A'laa which means [Yang Maha Tinggi]


Bismillahirrahmaanirrahim

Sayaz zakkarumai yahsya.Wayata jannabuhal 'ashqa. Allazi yaslannaralkub'ra.Sum'mala yamu tufiha walayahya.Qad 'aflahaman tazakka.Wazakaras marabbihi fasolla. Bal tuq siru nalhaya taddun ya. Wal a'hirratuhairu' wa a'bqa. Innaha za lafissuhufil u'laa. Suhufi i'brahi mawa musa.

Orang-orang yang takut[pada Allah] akan mendapat pelajaran. Orang-orang yang celaka[kafir] akan menjauhinya.(Iaitu) orang yang akan memasuki api yang besar[neraka]. Kemudian dia tidak akan mati didalamnya dan tidak pula hidup. Sesungguhnya beruntunglah orang yang membersihkan diri[dengan beriman]. Dan dia ingat nama Tuhannya, lalu dia bersembahyang. Tetapi kamu[orang-orang kafir] memilih kehidupan duniawi.Sedang kehidupan akhirat lebih baik dah lebih kekal.
Sesungguhnya ini benar-benar terdapat dalam kitab-kitab yang dahulu.
[Iaitu] Kitab-kitab Ibrahim dan Musa.

Amin.

2008-10-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

I was busy youtubing and a very particular band came out from all the search results.

"I NINE"
I remember this pop rock band very well during my UnforgivenCurse times.
lol
We all love their piece of songs and i remember every girl in my band wants to be like Carmen Keigans.
Her voice is better. Sometimes i found far more better than Avrils and Krystal Meyer's.
So todays post is all about my long-lost favourate band called the "I Nine" [weird name].
alhamdullilah theres some pieces of memories of the past that i left which i remembered.

An accoustic version " Change Nothing"

The Best Song In The Album!!

"seven Days of Lonely"

2008-10-07T06:34:00.000-07:00

Will do a little changes in this bloggy.
Its in a mess.

Pictures uploaded but not nicely edited YET

Other than that, see you at 12am++

:)

2008-10-06T20:58:00.000-07:00

A movie scene from "Muhammad, The Messenger".
The first few batch of Muslims who escaped from Mecca to get help from a
Christian King.
A debate was held.
And the Muslims finally found a place where they can stay and regrouped before their attack on Mecca.

This video is the first battle the Muslims fought lead by Hamzah,
once a fiercest warrior whom people are afraid and uncle of Muhammad.
Those armies wearing a white robes are the Muslims.
You will got a chance to see Saiyidinna Ali's sword.
[those who are from Muhammad's house arent allowed to have an actor to act]
A blade with two sharp points.
A very famous sword which is his companion in times of jihad.

2008-10-06T11:56:00.000-07:00

Fernando Torres when he was twelve.
[golden hair boy]

2008-10-05T09:12:00.000-07:00

Raya with my Ummi's side done.
:)
Finally.

WILL UPLOAD PICTURE SOON.

*due to my super duper slow poke desktop*
Accer labtop gone.
[09 june 2005 to 15th September 2008]
=(

Take a look at the bright side of it.
its good too.
Cause I've been wasting alot of time on the cyberworld.
That i think i should spent most of my remaining time before NS OUTSIDE!!!

Someone say i shud get a "girlfriend"...
Must I?
Hahahaha.

Ma'asalamma

2008-10-03T22:40:00.000-07:00

Finally jalan-jalan raya with my family.
Im still not satisfied with the first day of raya.
Little picture taken.
Me with my *sleepy eyes*.
didnt manage to get my contact lense, so i got to go "buta"/ "blind" for the rest of the day wearing shades.[ eyes too redish. Ppl suspect i take drug lak later. :p]

Hope today is going to be a blastful Hari Raya Outing with my family.
But sadly, its with my abah's side/
But its still okay. :)

Assalamualaikum ppl.

:)

2008-09-30T02:30:00.000-07:00

Off to "Beach Road" to have a very very nice dish to mark the end of Ramadhan.
=)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Semua!!!

Go get handsome and pretty and impress those grandparents/makciks/sedares our yours.
=)

2008-09-29T01:02:00.000-07:00

"Tuhan ada berfirman, “Tidak ada dua hati dalam diri anak Adam” (Al-Ahzab:4) . Hati manusia ini kalaulah tanpa zuhud, nescaya akan diisi dengan cinta dunia. Seolah-olah hati manusia itu menjadi rebutan, bertarik-tarik antara zuhud dan cinta dunia. Amat malang, jika hati terarah kepada cinta dunia, maka tiadalah lagi keselamatan kepada manusia itu. Benarlah sabda Nabi tentang dunia ini iaitu: “Cinta dunia adalah kepala bagi segala kejahatan.” Daripada cinta dunia, lahirlah berbagai kejahatan lain seperti hasad dengki, pemarah dan sombong. Semua ini bukan sahaja merosakkan empunya diri tetapi boleh juga merosakkan orang lain. Hakikat krisis dan perpecahan umat yang berlaku hari ini adalah disebabkan dengan penyakit cinta dunia ini. Selagi penyakit cinta dunia ini tidak diungkai daripada hati manusia, selagi itulah manusia akan terus berkrisis dan bersengketa. Tidak akan aman dunia ini dengan adanya manusia-manusia yang bersarang cinta dunianya."

[[`Source from Cahaya Mukmin`]]

Today will be the last day of teraweeh. ;(
But insyallah, semoga panjang umur till next ramadhan. :)

2008-09-28T14:36:00.000-07:00

A Ruling On A Muslimah Voice which many misunderstood.
Click on the link below to know more.

Durun Nafis
=)

2008-09-28T11:21:00.000-07:00

A good theory from my All Time Facourate JackAss
LOL

I know abt PMS really well;

here's how I would describe it,

It a Powerful spell that women are put under every once a month, which gives them a sudden strength of an OX, the stability of a window's OS and the scream of a pontianak,
Basically man's worst nightmare!

To my understanding the abbreviation of PMS is

Punish Male Species!

or

Pamper Me Silly!

women use the word PMS to excuse from any kind of SHITUATIONs. OK fellas keep a calender! If u're lucky enuff,
sometimes you can catch her in the act of lyin.

BLOODY BASTARD!

Hahahaha......

*courtesy from dJDuLo Quresmo*

2008-09-27T12:16:00.000-07:00

The Incense Egyptian Stick which i bought at the bazaar smells really *peaceful*
Love to burn them before i start my teraweeh every early in the morning.
:)

Cleaning up my room is 80% done.
Whats left is to change the curtains and eat as many brownies as possible.
That brownies my young sister made is heavenly.
Somehow it cant beat the rest that I've tasted so far from shops and from haslin's.

Ma'asalamma People.

2008-09-27T10:10:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday To Me!
Happy Birthday To Me!!
Happy Birthday To Asyraff!!!
Happy Birthday To Me!!!!

I was watching indonesian drama the whole afternoon while talking about bulan ramadhan and the situation at mecca and medina.
She loves talking about the umrah we had together with my late-grandfather last time.
She asked me what day of ramadhan isit today. And i said the 27th Ramadhan.
She smiled and remind me to go solat teraweh jemaah at masjid b4 i went home.
Told ummi abt it during buka time about nenek sudden reminder,
she told me its the last 3 days of ramadhan.
Ummi told me tat nenek still remembers its my birthday.
Subhanallah!

I was nearly off to go play soccer with my Cpw mates.
Very Close!!!
My shoes are all ready.
Quickly i smsed my bro fizz that i cant come.
It would be a shamed to miss solat teraweh berjemaah on the 27th Ramadhan.
My late grandfather always remind me about this day.
He says its a special day for him, not just because its the last 3 days, but something more...
thats what he told me every single year during the month of ramadhan.
And now i realise why...
He's happy he got his first cucu on the 27th Ramadhan. :)
It will be a shamed not go do solat at masjid like what we always do when he was still alive.
Syukor alhamdullilah, HE makes me remember about the 27th.
I was so close to forgetting that day. :)
Alhamdullilah.

Off with Aisyah to geylang insyallah.
This will be tricky.
still a bad idea to go out during the month of ramadhan.
but since dah darurat, and its abt her studies, i guess we will make it quick.
Other than that
Slamat Membuat Persiapan Hari Raya!!!

2008-09-26T11:20:00.000-07:00

My All Time Favourate RPG Game is back.
Command And Conquer introduced their new installment.
Red Alert 3.
Once again the Allies and the Soviets will be fighting, and new Empire Of The Rising Sun will be the new additions to which side you choose.
And i thought i see Kane[from Tiberium] as a Soviets Advisor traitor....

2008-09-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

Kita perlu sentiasa mencari hikmah di dalam segala perbuatanNya kerana Pada setiap yang berlaku itu ada berita, tanda, isyarat dan pengajaran yang dapat kita mempelajari – kalau kita mahu mempelajarinya.

Bila kita faham semua ini, maka segala kejadian dan perkara yang berlaku itu jadi kecil. Nikmat jadi kecil. Ujian jadi kecil. Halangan jadi kecil. Kesusahan jadi kecil. Musuh jadi kecil. Segala-galanya akan menjadi kecil. Yang kita rasa besar ialah Tuhan; yang merancangkan perkara itu berlaku.

Inilah kerja yang patut kita lakukan. Akal mesti bekerja. Hati juga mesti bekerja. Akal perlu berfikir dan bertafakur manakala hati perlu berzikir dan merasa-rasakan tentang segala hikmah dan rahsia di dalam perbuatan Tuhan. Ini lebih baik dari bersembahyang sunat seribu rakaat yang tidak khusyuk.

*phrases taken from "Cahaya Mukmin"[see links]*

2008-09-23T11:10:00.000-07:00

I never thought that I would love reading comics again.

A young freelance comic-artist. =)

Take a look.

Doya Comics

2008-09-22T01:06:00.000-07:00

Teraweh at masjid kassim feels different from masjid istigfar.

Dul thought so too.

The syarahan from Ustaz TM Fouzy was a short but meaningful one.

A topic about "Kekasih Allah". =)

We then headed to geylang to get some food and entertainment since the night is still young.

Geylang was so big so I never thought I will have a chance to get a glimpse of a girl I knew who is back in Singapore.

I just got a glimpse of her from the crowded walkway of the bazaar.

Itu pon she was facing the uncle selling watches and her friend covering my view.

lol

We went and meet mazrifah at "miss saigon" again.

at first she wasnt in sight frm her usual and favourate "spot" at the shop[which is at the very front entrance] but there she was jumping at the spot out frm nowhere in just a split second.

lol

Break fast together session with the "happening" peeps this coming fridays.

Hope the likes of Princess Bella[farah alia],Serena Van De Woodsen[yessie lee], Miss Sharapova[mazrifah] , Nat Archibald [abdul capello]

and of course me Mr. Humphrey.

lol

Every paragraph here end with a "lol"

Make it happen people!!!!
Plan je. Lom lagy confirm. =p

Insyallah.

2008-09-19T13:15:00.000-07:00

An airforce veteran moving, dancing and singing like the legendary

Frank Sonatra.

Fantastic performance!!!

the way he end the song is super-duper styloo

2008-09-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

Kisah seseorang Coptic Christian yang baru masuk agama Islam. Dia bermimpi yang dia tidak dapat diizinkan masuk ke dalam syurga. Mengadu kesedihan kepada suaminya yang ada di sisinya.

"Tolong aku!! Aku sedih sekali!"

"Kenapa sedih?"

"Aku sedih tak diizinkan masuk ke syurga! Aku telah sampai di depan pintu syurga, tapi aku tidak boleh masuk!" ulangnya.

"Kenapa?"

"Katanya aku tidak termasuk golongan mereka. Pintu-pintu itu tertutup bagiku. Aku meronta-ronta. Aku menangis sepuas-puasnya."

"Aku sunnguh tidak mengerti dengan apa yang kau alami, sayangku. Tapi bagaimana mulanya kau boleh sampai di sana?" tanya suaminya.

"Aku tidak tahu awal mulanya bagaimana. Tiba-tiba saja aku berada dalam alam yang tidak pernah kulihat sebelumnya. Dari kejauhan aku melihat istana megah hijau bersinar-sinar.Aku datang ke sana. Aku belum pernah melihat bangunan istana yang luasnya tidak terkira, dan indahnya tidak pernah terfikir dalam benak manusia. Luar biasa indahnya. Ia memiliki banyak pintu. Dari jarak sangat jauh aku telah mencium wanginya. Aku melihat banyak sekali manusia berpakaian indah satu persatu masuk ke dalamnya melalui sebuah pintu yang tiada terbayangkan indahnya."

"Kepada mereka aku bertanya: "Istana yang luar biasa indahnya ini apa?" Meraka menjawab: "Ini syurga!" Hatiku bergetar. Dari pintu yang terbuka itu aku boleh sedikit melihat apa di dalamnya. Sangat menakjubkan. Tak ada kata-kata yang dapat digambarkan. Tak ada fikiran yang mampu melukiskan. Aku sangat tertarik maka aku ikut barisan orang-orang yang satu persatu masuk ke dalamnya. Ketika kakiku mahu melangkah masuk,seorang penjaga dengan senyum menawan berkata padaku: " Maaf, anda tidak boleh melalui pintu ini. Ini "Babush Shalat". Pintu khusus untuk orang-orang yang bersolat. Dan anda tidak termasuk golongan mereka!" Aku sangat kecewa.

"Aku lalu berjalan ke sebelah lain. Di sana ada pintu yang juga sedang penuh dimasuki anak manusia berpakaian indah. Aku mahu ikot masuk.Seorang penjaga yang ramah berkata: "Maaf, anda tidak boleh melalui pintu ini. Ini namanya "Babur Rayyam". Pintu khusus untuk orang-orang yang berpuasa. Anda tidak termasuk golongan mereka!"

"Aku sangat sedih sekali. Hatiku kecewa luar biasa."

"Aku melihat di kejauhan masih ada pintu. Aku berjalan ke sana dengan harapan dapat masuk melalui pintu itu. Namun ketika hendak masuk seorang penjaga yang wajahnya bercahaya berkata : "Maaf, anda tidak boleh masuk melalui pintu ini. Ini "Babuz Zakat". Pintu khusus untuk orang-orang yang menunaikan zakat. Anda bukanlah golongan mereka."

"Ada banyak pintu. Dan setiap kali aku hendak masuk selalunya dicegah penjaganya."

"Sampai ke pintu terakhir namanya "Babut Taubah". Aku juga tidak boleh masuk. Kerana itu khusus orang-orang yang taubatnya diterima Allah. Dan aku tidak termasuk dari golongan mereka. Aku kembali ke pintu-pintu sebelumnya. Semuanya tertutup rapat. Orang-orang sudah masuk kesemuanya. Hanya aku sendirian di luar. Aku mengetuk-ngetuk pintu bernama Babur Rahmah. Tak ada yang membuka."

"Aku hanya mendengar suara: "Jika kau memang penghuni syurga kau tidak perlu mengetuknya kerana kau pasti mempunyai kuncinya. Bukalah pintu-pintu itu dengan kunci syurga yang kau miliki!"

"Aku mengangis sepuas-puasnya. Aku tidak memiliki kuncinya!! Aku berjalan dari satu pintu ke pintu yang lain dengan airmata menitis sepanjang jalan. Aku putus asa. Aku tergugu di depan "Babur Rahmah". Aku mengharu biru pada Tuhan. Aku ingin menarik belas kasihNya dengan membaca ayat-ayat suciNya. Yang kuhafal adalah surah Maryam yang tertera di dalam Al-Quran. Dengan mengharu biru aku membacanya penuh penghayatan."

"Selesai membaca surah Maryam aku tersukan dengan surah Thaha. Sampai ke ayat sembilan puluh sembilan aku berhenti kerana Babur Rahmah terbuka perlahan. Seorang perempuan yang luar biasa anggun dah kesuciannya keluar mendekatiku dan berkata :

" Aku Maryam. Yang baru saja kau sebut dalam ayat-ayat suci yang kau baca. Aku diutus oleh Allah untuk menemuimu. Dia mendengar haru biru tangismu. Apa yang kau mahu?"

"Aku ingin masuk syurga. Bolehkah?"

"Boleh" jawap Maryam.

"Syurga memang diperuntukkan bagi semua hambaNya. Tapi kau harus tahu kuncinya?"

"Apa itu kuncinya?" aku bertanya.

"Nabi pilihan Muhammad Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam telah mengajarkannya berulang-ulang. Apakah kau tidak mengetahuinya?"

"Aku tidak mengikuti ajarannya."

"Itu salahmu." Jawap Maryam dengan tegas.

"Kau tidak akan mendapat kunci itu selama kau tidak mahu tunduk penuh ikhlas mengikuti ajaran Nabi yang paling dikasihi Allah ini. Aku sebenarnya datang untuk memberitahu kepadamu kunci masuk syurga. Tapi kerana kau sudah menjaga jarak dengan Muhammad Shallallhu 'alaihi wasallam, maka aku tidak diperkenankan untuk memberitahukan padamu."

"Bonda Maryam lalu membalikkan badan dah hendak pergi. Aku terus memeluknya dah bersimpuh di kakinya. Aku menangis tersedu-sedu. Ku memohon agar diberitahu kunci syurga itu."

"Akhirnya hati Bonda Maryam luluh. Dia duduk dan menggosok-gosok kepalaku dengan penuh kasi sayang."

"Dia berkata : "Kamu dengarkan baik-baik!! Nabi Muhammad Shallallahu 'alaihi wasallam telah memberi petunjuk mengenai kunci masuk syurga itu. Dia bersabda : Barangsiapa berwudhu dengan baik, kemudian mengucap : Asyhadu an laa ilaaha illallah wa asyhadu anna Muhammadan abduhu wa rasuluh [Aku bersaksi tiada Tuhan selain Allah dan aku bersaksi sesungguhnya Muhammad adalah hambad dan utusanNya], maka akan dibukakan delapan pintu surga untuknya dan dia boleh masuk pintu yang mana ia suka!! [Hadith riwayat Imam Muslim]

"Maryam tersenyum melihatku. Aku lalu tunduk kepalaku dan memikirkan apa yang dikatakannya tadi."

"Jika kau ingin masuk syurga, lakukanlah apa yang diajarkan oleh Nabi pilihan Allah itu. Dia Nabi yang tidak pernah bohong, dia Nabi yang semua ucapannya benar. Itulah kunci syurga! Dan ingatla, kau harus melakukannya dengan sepenuh keimanan dalam hati, bahawa tiada tuhan selain Allah dan Muhammad utusan Allah."

"Tampa keimanan itu, yang kau lakukan itu sia-sia sahaja.Sekarang bangunla!! Pergi ambil berwudhu. Dan cepat kembali kemari, aku akan menunggumu di sini. Kita nanti boleh masuk bersama. Aku akan membawamu ke syurga Firdaus, tempat para anbiya, syuhada, shalihiin, dah orang-orang yang dimuliakan Tuhannya!"

Dia terus mengambil wudhu dan suaminya langsung mengajar isterinya bersolat dengannya.

Dan bila imam memberi salam,

"Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah.Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah."

Di kembalikanya dia balek menemui Maryam dan mereka berdua memasuki syurga yang dibina untuk mereka.

"Allahumma inni as-aluka ridhaaka wal jannah."

[Ya Allah, aku mohon redhaMu dan syurgaMu. Amin] =)

2008-09-14T17:46:00.000-07:00

After all those waits for months, days, hours and minutes...
the wait is done.
I've managed to pass all of my module.
Alhamdulillah.
I'm finally at the final lap[last semester] of achieving my Diploma certificate.
And what do runners do during their final lap!?
They ran. Ran as fast as possible to the finish line.
That is what I'm going to do during my last semester when it starts this coming October.
I'll do whatever it takes to achieve that goal of mine.
To fulfill my ummi's wish of completing polytechnic. :)

Syukran Allah[swt]
=)

Ma'asalamma

2008-09-14T02:34:00.000-07:00

2008-09-13T12:55:00.000-07:00

I've started to realize something...

If Allah swt answer your prayers, means HE loves you;
If Allah swt answer your prayers very late, means HE wants to test your patience and sincerity;
If Allah swt didnt answer your prayers, means HE got a BETTER plan for you.
For that, always think the BEST of Allah swt;
For HE is your creator and you are HIS creation.

=)

2008-09-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

Liverpool 2 - 1 Man Utd

=)

2008-09-12T10:37:00.000-07:00

Today had been hectic.
I was super late for Solat Jumaat. Wokep at 1pm.
The cold weather is really comfortable.
Tuition was another problem.
The kid been showing me lazy faces the whole 2 hours.
Till i got to make lots of so called "deals" to make her do my work.
Lost at soccer just now. Forgot to bring my shorts.

Looking forward to tomorrow.
Insyallah. Come on yess and capello.
Make it happen.
Lets boost our entertainment level.
Haha.

*need a "solid" shades for my final piece for aidilfitri apparel."

:)

2008-09-12T02:12:00.000-07:00

Someone told me that I got to make full use of things that I've got and the places I've the chance to go to. Home is where I've spend 21 years of my life with. Through happiness, pain and sacrifices, I've learnt how to appreciate BUT I never feel satisfied of what I had. I got nearly a thousands pictures of Home at abah's personals external hardisk till I got lazy to upload it at my "my life album" online but none interest me. Yes those picture are memories of the past, but none are special. None of the picture suits to be "frame" and stare at. Only some will make it to the " Big Red Album" which I'm going to order soon and CPW will make it into the first page of it. But the last page of the album is reserve for someone special because its the heart of album; my life story. That someone will bring life and happiness to this album. That someone will be the missing piece.

Im still looking for that "perfect shot" that will fill the last page...
A shot of a lifetime...
And Im waiting with a lot of patience at heart.

*peace* (:

2008-09-07T10:10:00.000-07:00

Nature Photography.
One of my top 3 favorites. Nature is simply pleasant. Its simply simple to connect with. Its loyal to you. It will always be there no matter when you come back to pay that place a visit. Its sincere to you. Its fair to you too. I cant explain it in words. You just have to spend alot of time, and with alot of patience, you will know. You will feel it.To me nature is the purest element in this world. "Nature" was born way way before man and jinn came and live in this world called Earth. :)

Branches.
It looks complicated. Lots of branches sticking out from one another. You ask a very impatient man to count the number of branches. He will sure to call you "siao!! Crazy!!". But one thing i notice about branches is that,the trunk of the tree symbolize you. yourself.And the branches symbolize the people you met and know in your life. Imagine yourself as the trunk of the tree. The first few branches sticking out from the trunk is obviously the strongest. These are important peoples in your life. Your family, your best friends. Then comes thee small and tiny branches at the end, further from the trunk. These are your friends and it can also me a mere stranger you know from cyberworld. :)

*im sleepy now. its 6.30am. and its freaking cold outside. Rainy days gives me the desire to spent most of my time at home and make love with my bed*

sayonara...
:)

2008-09-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

My Enemy has always been Myself

its the 4th day of ramadhan today.
watch ayat2 cinta again to clear some thoughts.
hahaha.
dont know whats happening in my system.
somehow the movie helps to clear some thoughts away :)

I was way out of schedule today.
I make plans but I woke up late.
Habis all my plans gone down the drain.

I need to go for a holiday soon after my polytechnic finish next year insyallah.
I hear a trip to Phuket and Tioman from some friends.
But Egypt is still my No.1 dream country to visit.
I love its ancient histories.
I've been fascinated about alot of things there like...
The River Nile.
Al-Azhar.
Great Pyramids.
Mummies and the Book of the Dead...
and most importantly *snapsnap*.
A great addition to "My Life Album" :)

Teraweh had been "beautiful". I can actually feel the "nikmat" of teraweh.
Somehow I my heart feel "light" and "clear" :)

I overheard a child convo with her father

Girl : "Abah kenape orang suke bulan puase? Dosa2 sumer Allah maafkan eh?"

Cute and curious kid. Her abah explained nicely in a fatherly tone and she's one lucky kid to have a good dad like her abah. =)

*do you know whats the difference between pure love and possession?*

ma'asalammah
:)

2008-09-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

its the 3rd day of Ramadhan already and Im still with Juz One [4 more page to go]
Need to buck UP !!!
Solat at Masjid Al-Istigfar feels like home.
Went to solat A'sar with Fizz and my little brother and collect bubur masjid after that.
Theres 2 queues. One queue was a group of "anak dara" giving the bubur and the other queue is a group of "bujangs"
You can see one queue is super short and one queue is super long. Im sure you know which queue is the longer one? lol. [fizz and my brother was on that long queue]
Today teraweh I meet a new friend. An uncle who is very approachable and loud. Haha. =)
And i've learnd how to solat while you are seating too. Something new today. :)

Other than that..tomorrow is one more round of finishing up the remaining of the pages of Juz 1[im suppose to be at Juz 3 by nw if follow the schedule]

Insyallah can "speedup" the process. Reciting during the day kills your voice.

Masalammah.
=)

2008-09-01T01:20:00.000-07:00

The holy month of Ramadhan has come. Alhamdulillah its the only month where we can fulfill one of the 5 Rukun Islam as a muslimin and muslimah. =)

Meet a new friend Aishah recently at geylang for a talk about her recent research on "Qiamah". A good opportunity to gain knowledge from after a long convo. =)

Finally I bought my new baju kurong!!! Its not the one that i planned which is black and gold. BUT its close to that. The design is not bad. With a "white and gold" sampeng and a "Chapal", I finally declare I've already completed my Hari Raya Shopping. ;)

Went back home for teraweh and my family celebrate the first few seconds of Ramadhan with supernice food that my parents bought. Theres Nasi Beranis, Sateys and even Durians at home!!! Hahahaha. Alhamdullillah.

Teraweh was as usual. Buts its packed on the ferst day. My dad and brother didnt have the chance to pray there and went home. Till that packed!! Finish the 8 raka'at teraweh and 3 raka'at witir and listen to the hukbah from the ustaz which is always held after the prayers tittled "AhLan WaSahLan Ramadhan" (Welcome Ramadhan"). Emotional talks. =)

Im yet to finish my 1st Juz today. Guess I got to bring forward the remaining ayat2 that i haven recite to tomorrow morning insyallah. Other than that, I need to visit my nenek at Singapore General Hospital Today with my little sister. =)

Masalammah

=)

2008-08-25T01:19:00.000-07:00

Khutbah Rasulullah Dalam Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan

Wahai manusia

Siapa yang membaguskan akhlaqnya di bulan ini
ia akan berhasil melewati shirath
pada hari ketika kaki-kaki tergelincir.
siapa yang meringankan pekerjaan orang-orang
yang dimiliki tangan kanannya
(pegawai atau pembantu) di bulan ini,
Allah akan meringankan pemeriksaan-Nya di hari Kiamat.
Barangsiapa menahan kejelekannya di bulan ini,
Allah akan menahan murka-Nya pada hari ia berjumpa dengan- Nya.

Barangsiapa menyambungkan tali persaudaraan (silaturrahim) di bulan ini,
Allah akan menghubungkan dia dengan rahmat-Nya pada hari ia berjumpa dengan-Nya.
Barangsiapa melakukan shalat sunat di bulan ini,
Allah akan menuliskan baginya kebebasan dari api neraka.

Barangsiapa melakukan shalat fardlu
baginya ganjaran seperti melakukan 70 shalat fardlu di bulan yang lain.

Barangsiapa memperbanyak shalawat kepadaku di bulan ini,
Allah akan memberatkan timbangannya pada hari ketika timbangan meringan.

Barangsiapa di bulan ini membaca satu ayat al Quran, ganjarannya sama seperti mengkhatam al Quran pada bulan- bulan yang lain.

Wahai manusia !
Sesungguhnya pintu-pintu syurga dibukakan bagimu maka mintalah kepada Tuhanmu agar tidak pernah menutupkannya bagimu.
Pintu-pintu neraka tertutup maka mohonlah kepada Rabbmu untuk tidak akan pernah d dibukakan bagimu.

Setan-setan terbelenggu maka mintalah agar ia tak lagi pernah menguasaimu.
Amirul Mukminin karamallahu wajha berkata,

"Aku berdiri dan berkata, ya Rasulullah! Apa amal yang paling utama di bulan ini ?"

Jawab Nabi'
"Amal yang paling utama di bulan ini adalah menjaga diri dari apa yang diharamkan Allah.."

Heres a Qur'an recital schedule to "katam" within the one month of ramadhan.
Shukran Nadzirah.
=)

Preparation For Bulan Ramadhan
*checked*

Shopping for Baju Kurung
*not done yet*
this syawal baju kurung colour will be gold
[not that bright shiny ones]
OR
Black with gold designs/linings
Insyallah.
Samping kasi WHITE sikitt!!!
Fuhh!!
Need to pay a visit to Geylang to hunt for it.
All of my family members already bought theirs way early.
except for Me.

And finally back to school time during ramadhan
Final Year Projects to be completed
ASAP!!
No Hols for Final year Students.
=(

2008-08-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

I've created an "Album Of Life"
An album where there's pictures.
Pictures of memories
with special peoples in my life.
with special places of old which have lots of past childhood memories.
and of course special events which happened and going to happen in the future. =)

This album is going to be very important to my own bunch of kids in the future.
Children will be very curious and with this album, they will have an opportunity to see who their parents were last time.
And this album will answer their own questions and it will be an entertaining one.
They will soon realize that what's happening to them right now, their parents had already experience it long long ago. =)

Even though beautiful memories cannot be forgotten, it gives a "great feeling" if theres an album for you and the special peoples in your life to enjoy looking back at it and recall all those great memories when all of us have already aged. =)

And in this collection
Its with a special someone
which HE introduced in my life by accident nearly 4 years ago.
A wonderful girl whose name means

|☆☆"The Light Of Hope"☆☆|

Enjoy the pictures people!!
=)

Mas'salammah

2008-08-22T03:41:00.000-07:00

"Kecuali orang yang benar-benar beriman,kesusahan dan kesenangan kedua-duanya membawa kebaikan.Kesenangan membawa keredhaan Tuhan dan kesusahan juga membawa keredhaan Tuhan."

"Tapi bagi orang yang lemah iman, atau tidak beriman kedua-dua keadaan itu semuanya membawa kejahatan."

"Ujian kesusahan pun membawa kejahatan,ujian kesenangan pun membawa kejahatan.Kedua-dua keadaan itu tidak membawa apa-apa kepada mereka,bahkan mereka akan jadi perosak,terutama kalau mereka kaya dan senang."

"Begitulah didikan Allah Tuhan kita kepada hamba-hamba-Nya.Hasil dan kesan didikan itu tidak sama. Kita tidak tahu dan tidak faham rahsia Tuhan,di sebalik ujian yang diberi-Nya."

[Source : Sajak Islam]

2008-08-20T23:58:00.000-07:00

I came about this website which was created by ex-muslims[Murtad]called "Leaving Islam'. Its very sad to see that they were born in this world by Allah[swt] as muslimin and muslimah, to set a good example to their fellow brothers and sisters who are kaffir and yet there are some who leave Islam. May Allah[swt] forgive them. :(

“I learned that according to Islam, non-believers are going to hell no matter what, which is not fair, it is a religion that is hard to follow and time consuming. Plus, as a women I couldn't accept the need to wear the veil (Q 4:31) and that men can beat women (Q 4:34).” – Murtad Mama, Canada from |Leaving Islam|

[non-believers are going to hell no matter what] - it is stated in the al-quran that the kaffirs will go to hell. The same goes to the muslimin and muslimah too. Everyone will face the fire of hell to be punished for their sins before they went to the heavens.

[hard to follow and time consuming] - it will never be hard to follow. Theres alot of hadiths and kitab which is simple to follow and explains more about the text of the al-quran. It is time consuming to only people who has no patience in their heart.

[a women I couldn't accept the need to wear the veil] - a muslimah wear veils to prevent "maksiat" from the outside world. theres a no need for a muslimah to wear veil if she is at home with her family and her "mahram". =)

[men can beat women]- its is stated in the alquran that a man can beat a women who is their mahram[halal to the man] and of couse his wife. Stated in Surah An-Nisa[the women], a husband can beat his wife who doesnt not respect the argreement of marriage which is stated in the al-quran. But there are steps which must be taken before the husband can actually hit his wife. First is to advice and talk to the wife nicely, winning her heart so that she listen to the husband's advice. If it doesnt work, then the second solution is to "warn" her with only verbal words and sleep at different beds if its neccesary. And if it still doesnt work, then the husband has the right to use the 3rd and final solution which is to beat his wife, but NOT on the face and without the intention[niat] of hurting her. Im sure beating someone he love so much, his soulmate is the last thing on a husband's mind. But there are some husbands in this world who overuse their rights and power.

2008-08-19T12:13:00.000-07:00

Random Thoughts

Everyone is born equal.
The only difference that defer between us is "iman".
For Allah(swt) encourage all His hamba to build a strong iman when they
were given the opportunity to live in this world
I've learn the more stronger iman you have in your heart, the more
harder HE will bestow His Test[problems] on you.
For Allah Maha Adil.

nobody ask for trouble
but when trouble come to us, do we have to be angry?
for Allah(swt) bestow us problems not because Allah hates us.
Allah(swt) bestow us problems so that we will remember Him.
Istigfar
The same reason why our parents scolded and beat us up when we do something wrong.
They do all that not because they hate or dislike you.
They do all that because they Love you.
The same princple why Allah[swt] bestow us problems.
HE loves you so much and dont want HIS hamba to forget HIM.
Islam is simply beautiful for it's principle is strong
as Muslims, we should not give up to solve the problem that is bestow by Him.
For Allah(swt) will always favour people who try.

2008-08-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

Our Family Restraunt Breeks

I was driving. Signaling and playing around with the wiper. Horning to "brainless" jaywalkers who wants to get themselve killed by this "Bumble Bee"
But the car wasnt moving. =p

the massive attack

Breeks has become our family "No.1" restraunt now.
Everytime we want to go have family dinner.
Its Breeks!!!
Everytime we went searching for a place to eat and we saw Breeks[like just now].
Its Breeks!!!
And everytime we went to Breeks, that "little baby" above is a must in our menu.
Thanks to my dear little sister Syikin for the treat today.
Cikgu Syikin to be precise.

Syafiq Speciality : Spagetti

My Speciality : Fish and Chips [not in picture]

before that we went to Nenek's house for "kenduri arawah".
Say prayers and do'a to our love one for Allah[swt] love them more than anyone in this world do.
:(
the food at nenek's house was awesome.
especially the cakes called "eclair"[sorrie if my spelling is wrong]

Best Friends for 12years
and still going strong.
I will always Love you brother.
:)

*peace*

2008-08-14T00:39:00.000-07:00

"Some believe that, for a Muslim to have religiously correct worship and dealing, it is necessary to follow one of the four known schools of thought. Is it true?"

Islam does not require a Muslim to follow a particular Madh'hab (school of thought). Rather, we say: every Muslim has the right to follow one of the schools of thought which has been correctly narrated and its verdicts have been compiled in its books. And, everyone who is following such Madhahib [schools of thought] can transfer to another school, and there shall be no crime on him for doing so.Since the religion of Allah and His Divine Law (Shari'ah) was never restricted to a particular school of thought.

The Origins of Shia and Sunni that splits Islam in the Arabic world.

After the death of our beloved prophet, Nabi Muhammad saw, mark the days of the "Caliphate"[means the Leader of Islam Ummah].

The Central figure of the split was Ali, cousin of the Prophet, husband of this daughter Fatima, father of Hassan and Hussein and finally the 2nd person ever to convert/embrace to Islam.

The Shia shahadah (declaration of faith) states:

"There is no god but Alláh, Muhammad is the Messenger of Alláh, Alí is the Friend of Alláh. The Successor of the Messenger of Alláh And his first Caliph."

This means that the Shia believe that Ali is the rightful First Caliphs, the successor of Nabi Muhammad saw and the caliphate should pass down only to direct descendants of Mohammed (pbuh) via Ali and Fatima.They often refer to themselves as ahl al bayt or "people of the house" [of the prophet].

The Sunni doesnt recognise this.Sunnis regard Ali as the fourth and last of the "rightly guided caliphs" following on from Abu Bakr (632-634), Umar (634-644) and Uthman (644-656).

Abu Bakr was appointed to be the First Caliphs.

After Muhammad's death, previously dormant tensions between the Meccan immigrants, the Muhajirun, and the Medinan converts, the Ansar, threatened to break out and split the Ummah. The Ansar, the leaders of the tribes of Medina, met in a hall or house called saqifah, to discuss whom they would support as their new leader. When Abu Bakr was informed of the meeting, he, Umar, Abu Ubaidah ibn al-Jarrah and a few others rushed to prevent the Ansar from making a premature decision. Accounts of this meeting vary greatly. All agree that during the meeting Umar declared that Abu Bakr should be the new leader, and declared his allegiance to Abu Bakr, followed by Abu Ubaidah ibn al-Jarrah and Abu Bakr became the first Muslim caliph, who was given the title, Khalifa-tul-Rasool (Successor of messenger of Allah), a title only accepted by Sunni muslims.

After the meeting at saqifah, the Muslims who were not present were asked to submit to Abu Bakr, to give their pledge of allegiance. Most accounts agree that Ali(Muhammad's beloved companion, cousin and son-in-law) and his supporters initially refused to submit. After a period of time, the duration of which is disputed, the dissidents gave their bay'ah. Whether or not the process involved violence and intimidation, and whether or not Ali willingly swore allegiance to Abu Bakr have remained enduring controversies.

Then the tittle of the Caliphs was passed down to Umar[632-634], then Uthman[644-656] and finally Ali.

After the death of the Ali [the 4th Caliphs], it marks the end of the Rightly Guided Caliphs.

The line of Mohammed (pbuh) through Ali and his son Hussein became extinct in 873CE when the last Shia Imam, Muhammad al-Mahdi, who had no brothers disappeared within days of inheriting the title at the age of four. He is the Twelth and final Imam and it is believe he is still alive. He is in a state of occultation. He will reappear at a moment determined by Alláh. He is the Awaited One who will spread justice throughout the world. He is believe to be the "Imam Mahdi" which is stated in the Al-Quran Mukarim who will fight side by side with Isa Al-Messiah against the Dajjal in time to come.

salam

2008-08-12T22:20:00.001-07:00

Siapakah orang yang telah mati hatinya?

Orang yang telah mati hatinya adalah orang yang diberi petunjuk melalui ayat-ayat Al-Quran, Hadith dan cerita-cerita kebaikan namun merasa tidak ada apa-apa kesan di dalam jiwa untuk bertaubat. [Source : Cahaya Mukmin ]

2008-08-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

MY 3 New Habibaty. =)

Ya Salam - Nancy Ajram

Julia Boutros - Ahibaiil[Live].mp3 -

Ma Yhimmak - Yara

2008-08-10T08:20:00.000-07:00

My Biggest Enemy has always be myself.

2008-08-08T01:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder if the decision i made will be the end for me.
Four years has passed.
Four years i have live with the decision.
At one point, i feel i make a right decision.
And when affection came, i feel the other way.

"Regret" itself is what i've been fighting all this while.
To stay strong with my decision.
To keep my decision firmly strong to the ground.
Cause the word of the Almighty is the most logic of them all...

Knowledge.
Its a funny and sad to see,
That we all are given knowledge of what is loved and hated by HIM.
We know what is good and what is a sin.
But we still do it.

There's a phrase which says,
"Trust your head more than your heart"

Many would disagree with it.
But it makes sense if you think properly.
If you believe that the devil is everywhere.
If you believe that the devil is whispering just beside you,
at your ear telling you to do sins.
People never thought of that!
Cause we all always fail to remember that Devil exist among us.
And we humans are very weak at heart.

A single whisper will poison your heart
you make a sin.
not because you have no knowledge about what is right and what is wrong.
because your iman is weak.
you listen to your heart.

But no matter how strong your iman is.
how strong your love for HIM.
you will still fall.
fall in love with another.
A love so pure that could only be given by HIS fate.
That you two are meant and created for each other.
Just like Adam and Eve.

Now the question is,
Do you love HIM or her more?
[choose wisely]

*end*

2008-08-06T08:22:00.000-07:00

Ein Mädchen mit dem süßesten Lächeln

Tuesday was the day I spent with a girl[above picture].
Decided to teman her go polyclinic.
So there i was waiting for her at the kids corner in the library making new friends[way younger than me] along the way while reading a book about astronomy.

Boy : "Is it true comets kill all my favourate dinosaurs last time?" [colouring a dinosaur colouring book while staring at me read"

Cute and smart boy.

Went to the registration room.
An aunty came and tell us "very interesting" histories about her past.
All thanks to the girl beside me which the aunty adores.

Aunty: "you reminds me of aunty last time! Very beautiful"
[Chey!!]

I didnt notice she's beautiful before!?
i wonder why aunty say shes beautiful!?!
hmmm....

And im proud i got a compliment i look young.
Alhamdullilah. =) =) =)
Im 21 and she says im 19.
i hope when im 28 i look like 21.

For her, she looks 3 years older.
so when shes 27, she looks 30.
correct?

Im sure the aunty is super- hot during world war II time.

Watch "smoosh" again at youtube. =) =/ =(
And running around with a white apple labtop searching for wireless network.
ended up at the registration room.
Just in time swee2 her number was up when we get back to the waiting room.
Room 7. Q-Number 2538.

She says she has a bad stomach ache but turns out she got an mc for "migrane".
She calculated all the spending tat day.

Taxi - $5
Polyclinic - $11
Food - $4

Blood presure test scares her as it remind her of an incident where people torture using the blood pressure test. not at the arm.but at a person neck.

Went back to school taking bust no.8.
she went back to do her project since she pity her friend do alone.
even though she got mc
very caring! good2!!

meet apiz and friends.
take picture here and there.
very cool *gang*
tats why i wonder why my fav bro here like school so much.

meet her back at 6pm.
print "surveys" which cost her 2 times as what she expected.
byebye $15 dolars for "one problem" less for her to worry about
its worth it.

she rushed back home.
bring donuts and cakes and more surveys.
and her reddish school bag.
went to macdonalds downtown.
steal her handphone. :D [to make her frust]
eat mac chicken and cakes while doing 40 surverys within less than an hour.
china kids come and crowded the place with "shhhuuaa shuuueee shoooue"[their slang] languages.
ayu and shazreen came waving.
its great to see ayu all smiling since its been a while.
mr.macspicey was at her hand,swinging inside the plastic bag before we left macdonalds.

went to waterbreaker.

take bus 17 home.

YAKULT is the antidote to her very "poisonous" and highly "dangerous" donuts and cakes which i consume happily while shes away to the toilet.

(summarize)

2008-08-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

::Song of the week::

A Christian-Arabian sensational singer "Julia Boutros" with her song احبائي جوليا بطرس [My Love Ones].
The lyrics of this song is based on a letter by Hizbollah secretary general to the fighters of the South Lebanon during the Lebanon-Israel conflict.

Im in love with arabian songs nowdays.
Hahaha.
Starting my Arab Language Classes at my dad's class soon.
Get back to Arab Language Class!!! Its been quite a while since i speak arab.
Way tOoO long
That was during Darul Ghufran childhood days.

::Things to do::

1) Complete Red Alert 2 Game again!!!
2) Tesis on Sunni and Shi'a histories.
3) Enchance Project Programming [Phrase II]
4) Help Syikin carry her stuff so that she can "getout" from the house. =p
5) Nadirah's Maths Qns.

other than that.

its Total-Gym time at home!!!
fixing mr.punchbag soon enuf if i manage to find that superdrill.

*salam*

2008-08-03T21:24:00.000-07:00

School Update

Inside the Project Room.

Team-member : Andrew and Mok

2 hrs to go before panel!! Chiong!! last minute

My workspace. 'Programming Computer'

Our baby!!!

That long blue machine is our "Project" instrument. The famous "Windtunnel System". :) This semester had been awesome for me. New classmates, new friends. Cool project hub[ aerospace]. Everything that i've learn in theories and practicals is what I've been wanting to achieve all this while, the main reason that i've enter an engineering course. I love planes. =)

The Panel III turns out to be a "tumb-up". We managed to impress the panels more than what we present in the Panel II which is a little shakey. Every panel was had that impressed-face as they seat down there and listen to us explaining with little question-asked!! and alot of compliments and "Great Expectations" throwing at us. I even got a single-out compliments from my own supervisor about the programming of our project. That really feels good. =)

With Panel III done now, its exam week!!! But unfortunately, I dont have exams this semester!!! Hahahaha. its good. its goooooodddd!!! :) ;) :)

Cant wait for the FYP results!!! TSO Teo suspected an A or B for us. Bismillah!! ;)

Just got an email from my Avionic Class Test2 Updates. One student fail!! Grrr. I got a feeling its going to be me!! Never study for that paper. But nevermind, i got 99% for the Class Test1. Hope it covers up the failing marks. But the grades will be....damn!!

Other than that, im downloading "Red Alert 2" game at my lappy!!!
Going to fill the exam weeks with "total war games" 24/7 a day.
Back to the old days of being a "gamers"!!!!!!

"My ear says Avril has a nice voice when she sings "live"..." :)

Thats my "ear" opinion. Diff ppl have diff opinion. Impt thing is you respect what other says.By achieving that, you got "acceptance". :)

My Best Shots
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